talking to carmen, kaleena and rommel has really made me feel better ... thnx carmen for being impartial and yet completely sympathetic w/ my point of view ... thnx kaleena for being a real friend and helping me feel better by comforting me ... thnx rommel for making me understand that i shouldnt need to stoop down to her level ... that's why i've deleted the last post
thnx to the guys for being understanding last night, even though some of you guys lack tact, thnx for taking an interest ... and im sorry if i was a killjoy
but this is gonna be a real test to my strength of character ... a lot more important things depend on me being able to handle this ... i cannot afford to be weak right now ...
